just when it is getting easier, it gets harder...

...and this is how I feel about life. There are a million different things in life that I want to do and yet I seem to never know what I want to do.

This weekend was full of all kinds of stuff! Saturday I said goodbye to one of my best friends and yesterday I had an amazing day in Vegas with Kelly & Jen. We left Cedar at around 9:30 Saturday morning and drove to Vegas to take Eric to the airport. Then we drove to the strip and had lunch at the Cheesecake Factory. We then went to the mall to do some shopping! :) I was so proud of myself for containing my purchases to under $100. It was some much needed away time to get my mind off of things, none the less I still miss him like crazy! I got to visit with my family that is driving to Price to visit. It kinda sucks that everyone will be in Price, and I have to stay in Cedar and work until Friday...but I guess that is what happens in the "big girl" world. I will get to see them soon enough.


My life may or may not make an epic turn. Right now everything is just a big giant thought...but who knows what could happen. I am considering joining the military....