I'm bad at this.

Well, news flash...I'm bad at keeping my blog updated. (I should have expected it)

Lots has happened in the past 13 days, so we will take it one day at a time.

Orientation was so much fun this summer! I met so many cool new freshman & I'm so excited for them to all be on campus now! Flight school was also a lot of fun. I got to listen to all of the amazing speakers & hang out with my new homies. The dance was epic, I had so much fun! It's weird to me that I will be graduating in May but yet some of these new freshies are less than a year younger than me....WEIRD!

The Navy process is getting complicated...for those of you who weren't aware, I have made the decision to attempt to join the Navy. I took the ASVAB last week and got a 95 on it...which is AMAZING! My recruiters were so proud of me! My medical documentation was super complicated to get all together, but it was sent/received today. So I will know by Wednesday if I'm disqualified, or if I can continue the process and go to MEPS the end of this week. I'm hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst. I guess what's meant to be, will be.

Today was the first day of school and I actually enjoyed it! Despite the fact that there was no parking & I had to walk about 5 miles in my heals. I think I am really going to enjoy my classes, and I'm going to try really, really, really hard to get a 4.0 this semester. I just need to stay focused and put my studies before my social life. All of my books got to my house today and so now I have no excuse to not study! Kelly is going to be my study buddy and we are going to get work done!

Tonight was also the first Alpha Phi chapter of the year! It was so good to see all of my beautiful, amazing, and talented sisters! I'm so proud to call myself an Alpha Phi and it is amazing to know that I will always have people next to me who honestly do care about me. Rush is next week and I am SO excited! We have so many interested girls and I know a few who are going to make great new members!!! I can't wait for the rest of the chapter to meet them & doing all of the rushing activities! On a side note...I had my 3rd (yes 3rd) Alpha Phi sticker made for my car, and this one actually made it on! So now my car is official :)

This weekend my best friend is coming to Cedar to visit & I couldn't be any more excited! He has only been gone for 3 weeks and 2 days but it feels like it has been forever. I can't wait to give him the biggest hug in the history of hugs. I'm very excited to see him!

I should probably get myself to bed now, since this whole waking up early thing doesn't come easily to me.

Peace homies!

random thinking...

This weekend was so much fun! I decided to take two days off of work for a long weekend to spend with the family that was visiting from California. It was so good to see all of them! We went to the train museum, the dinosaur museum, and then spent all day Saturday at my cabin. It was so good to get away and get my mind off of everything!

I am at this point in my life where I don't know exactly what I want to do...and that is so WEIRD for me. I'm so used to having a plan for everthing and right now I have two options that I need to decide between & I don't know which would be best for me. Sometimes I wish someone else could make the "right" decision for me so I didn't have to stress about it.

School will be starting two weeks from yesterday. Call me crazy, but i'm super excited! I have met so many awesome people who will be starting school in the fall & I'm so excited for most of my friends from last year to be returning. I can't wait for Alpha Phi chapters & unities and I'm so excited to see my big again! I have missed her so much!!!

I keep finding new places in Cedar that I love. Yesterday Alex and Mariah took me to this park that has a little river next to it. I think it could possibly be my new favorite place. When I go to places like that, I wish you were still here so we could go together. This whole being away from you is a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I miss you.

Yesterday I also wrote my good friend Jordan who is on his mission in California. I have been such a terrible person and only written him once. I am going to be better about it though! He is such an amazing guy and I know he is doing great things out there. Sometimes I miss our goofy texts back and forth about nothing but randomness!

I also miss my Kelly Rodkey very much. She left me Wednesday morning before I got up & she isn't going to be back until tomorrow afternoon and she has to work that night...so I probably won't see her until late, kinda makes me sad. This is the longest we have been apart since the beginning of Spring semester. She is my other half and my partner in crime! I luhhhhhhhhh her sooooooooooo much!

My workouts have yet to start...but that will change today! :)

just when it is getting easier, it gets harder...

...and this is how I feel about life. There are a million different things in life that I want to do and yet I seem to never know what I want to do.

This weekend was full of all kinds of stuff! Saturday I said goodbye to one of my best friends and yesterday I had an amazing day in Vegas with Kelly & Jen. We left Cedar at around 9:30 Saturday morning and drove to Vegas to take Eric to the airport. Then we drove to the strip and had lunch at the Cheesecake Factory. We then went to the mall to do some shopping! :) I was so proud of myself for containing my purchases to under $100. It was some much needed away time to get my mind off of things, none the less I still miss him like crazy! I got to visit with my family that is driving to Price to visit. It kinda sucks that everyone will be in Price, and I have to stay in Cedar and work until Friday...but I guess that is what happens in the "big girl" world. I will get to see them soon enough.


My life may or may not make an epic turn. Right now everything is just a big giant thought...but who knows what could happen. I am considering joining the military....